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.......except not. when i wrote the last blog it was at 3 something. from about 9 to 11 it went all down hill. i can't fucking take this shit anymore i really can't and i won't. YOU WERE WRONG, FUCKING DEAL WITH IT. you get pissed when people do things THEY want to do. it's not your life, stop trying to control it. i think you know you need professional help, you just don't want to believe it. what you did is done. you fucked up way too many times. and the best part is, you say sorry like it'll make everything all better. nothing will change what you did. the past is the past. so an apology isn't needed, we don't want to hear it. our minds are made.

we all have a reason, and this is mine