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herro! so thursday was my 3rd time seeing ftsk and it was hands down better than the other ones. the dance pit we all made was so much fun. i think i hyper-extended my elbow. it still hurts a lot =/ then later that night gunz, kiddy and me got tor on ftsk's bus. HAHA WHAT? mad happy for her :D friday was boring until music madness. lmfao this reality shit is freaking me out. i'll just be sitting there and then look around and seriously laugh like crazy. it's so funny because whatever is happening is just so... weird. ya know? oh and i kept reliving this one night....... in november. i hate when i do that. =/ when i got home i stayed up for about an hour then passed out. what a great sleep that was.

when i woke up this morning, my mom asked me if i wanted to get chinese food. as soon as we get into the parking lot i lean back or something and my ear shows. 00 tunnels. she basically died. starting screaming at me and cursing and then cried. i was in shock. i didn't know what to do. she couldn't be near me. she said i lost her trust completely. she took me home and made me fucking take them out. it hurt like a bitch because they were still healing. then she saw the hole and died all over again. she felt bad for freaking out so much so we went back out. while in the car she keeps telling me how much she loves me and how she doesn't want to see me fuck up and a bunch of all this really sad shit and i didn't know what else to do but cry. so we're both crying and it was just a mess. a huge fucking mess. then after we ate we were okay, she took me to a store and bought me a really cute shirt. i wish i had money. i'd buy that whole damn store. then to look for a job. i hope they call me back, i need money. =/ now i'm sitting here bored as fuck.

but holy shit. at around 5:30 kiddy calls me and has andrew leave me a message. CUTEST THING EVER. her and tor are at bamboozle and i know tor is dying. (: yayaya i love you guys. so, that call made my day. :D hope you're having a good day, goodbye.

aw andrew :D thanks for that call. [taken by kiddy]