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so i've been thinking and i actually believe i'm happy. that seriously brings tears to my eyes just by typing that. might sound stupid but i know it's true. the past 6 months have been fucking hell. yeah, i've laughed and had good times but i haven't actually been happy. i seriously thought i was never going to get this feeling again. crying again, wow i'm pathetic. i don't think anyone understands what's going on right now. but i'll tell you that this is the greatest. all my problems seem like they've just being washed away. who knew that someone that's been there for years can just walk into your life and mean something so much more. you've made me laugh ridiculously, and gave me someone to talk to. :D i don't know. i'm keeping my mouth shut. i can't let this get fucked up.

and friends; i seriously love you guys. i really want to thank you for keeping a smile on my face. the past couple of weeks have been so much fun. you are truly the best. i love you all<3